Badpuppy Gay Today |
Wednesday, 28 May 1997 |
Lee Weeks, a writer for Baptist Press, has
featured in that publication's May 19 issue the poignant tale
of a young male's odyssey, that from hairdressing-pornophile-homosexist-partner-changer
to Baptist Theological Seminary Associate Degree graduate.
The pre-Baptist-conversion difficulties experienced
by Eric Garner find him described as once so "desperate"
for love, so overwhelmed by loneliness, despair, alcohol, marijuana,
and you name it, that he found himself "fallen into the
depths of a two-and-a-half-year relationship with a man who was
HIV-positive."
Mr. Weeks' article--from both writer's and subject's
stances-- seems nowhere to approach love and affection as an unconditional
manner of proceeding, and, it appears, not to comprehend the uncharitable
hubris therefore exuded. The editors of Baptist Press
have not successfully questioned Mr. Weeks' premises, keeping
their blue pencils to themselves. "One can only hope, in
the spirit of Christ," said a reader, the worried Christian
mother of an HIV-positive son," that these so-called religious
people will someday see how everything they say conflicts with
the Jesus I love."
In fact, because Garner both aspires to and appears
to be a mouth for the reception of ex-Gay Christians with Baptist
credentials, he is allowed to indulge, in Baptist Press,
uncensored lucid moments along with his expected, dogma-based
rhetoric.
The "former homosexual" --upon his graduation--is
clearly undaunted. "I'm saved. I'm delivered. I'm healed
and I'm going to tell everybody," he is quoted as saying.
Unfortunately for him, the young divinity school
product is getting, to start with, something of a cold shoulder
from his fellow Baptist-"Christians.". Their reaching
out to him, according to several pertinent parts of Weeks' article,
hints at being invested with less than the enthusiasm Baptists
generally show to even their more bland converts.
Given that his reception among these Baptists (as,
say, a genuine Christian-party-invitee and fit-companion-teacher-
for-a-teen-boys- Sunday School class) leaves something to be desired,
Eric Garner's general reflections on Baptists have, therefore,
special significance. He pontificates about the idiosyncrasies
of his denomination's membership:
In my opinion, a lot of Baptists believe there
is a degree of lostness, and they look upon the homosexual community
as people that are more lost than they were.
Garner says that when he offers testimonies, his
audiences react with incredulity and "awe". "A
lot of people look at my testimony as something incredible and
awesome," he says. But he believes his fellow Christians
point fingers at him and say "I was never as lost as he was."
Quoting the Bible to gird himself against intransigent
Baptist inhospitality, Garner summons scriptural exhortations
to erase his most dismal fears: "Fear them not, therefore,
for there is nothing covered that shall not be revealed and hid
that shall not be known. What I tell you in the darkness, that
speak you in light. And what you hear in the ear, that preach
you upon the housetops."
The problems admitted by "practising" Christians
in accepting house-top-orating "Ex-Gays" into their
midst are not new. Mona Riley, in MOODY, a publication
of the Chicago-based Moody Bible Institute, sees "a hardness
of heart of the American church" toward people who have reportedly
once been homosexually-inclined.
What Mr. Garner preaches from his house top is that
by allowing his own approach to same-sex love, he'd opened "a
floodgate for Satan in my life." He opened this special
floodgate, he explains, by joining the Navy.
Failing to find sociability in the Navy after telling
officials that he was gay, he took a male companion, who was also
a Christian and was HIV-positive. But one day, upon discovering
the "don't lie with a man" death penalty in Leviticus,
Mr. Garner approached his partner and, in alarm, asked, "What
do you think this means?"
Thereafter, Garner, whose concept of proper Christian
behavior found him leaving his partner without much ado, also
found him talking to a former-lesbian who, says the article, later
married a Christian man. "God Almighty has sent you to my
house tonight," she told him.
Afterwards, the former-homosexual-Baptist hairdresser
married a woman and went on to earn his degree not only in the
rudiments of theology but in the magic of cosmetology as well.
Cosmotological wizardry will help Garner to best establish what
he feels to be his cosmic call to the Baptist ministry, he indicates.
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